1. |
Reconciliation
02:15
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2. |
Despondency
06:24
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These shadows grow faster than I can tell
Dismissed fears contort as misfigured dreams
If I can never know, how can I change them?
Close my eyes, countdown, and pretend it’s all fine
How can they not understand
They won't stop till they reprimand
I'm just alone in their eyes
But it's different in my mind
Only myself is left to betray
Though shadows have followed from my grave
Warm and kind touch turns to cold restraints
Broken walls won't protect when they see right through you
Confess, why do you stare through me?
Maybe it’s the padded walls they see?
Someone please say this isn't right
These shadows that are all of my dread
Don’t tell me that they're all in my head
Outside and blurred our scholar eyes pry
As a shattered man screams a lie
How can they never see
All the specters that are haunting me
I'm just alone in their eyes
But it's different in my mind
You can't pass judgment on how my life is spent
With no hope of regress, ignorance
Controls all of the mistreatments
I feel the white fog start to grip my throat
Strapped down, the needle, it starts to reload
Again the phantoms pull me back into their hold
Dark shadows in the night
Ask for me, there is no flight
My fight has all but left, I fear
Me, the envoy, a blinded seer
I will fight, cry, beg, and plead
Hoping they'll see what I see
This unfit stage of tattered souls
Takes root, and I start to lose hold
Soft voices tell me to hush
And slowly I can feel the rush
A dark sleep comes from within
As needles work into the skin
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3. |
Whispers of Contempt
06:40
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Forever searched for a purpose with time so pointless
Well give me something to believe so I have some control
Cut in at all the right times just to watch me pour out slow
Watch this blood dry to your scribe and you’ll see how much I’m worth
Crawl from start again my friend, show me where I might lean in
I can piece together any ends, if you’ll suffer for his sins
A whisper in my ear
He knew I’d come here
Now just take me away
Denial cloaked in your name
Let lie where she falls
A face you can’t recall
Wash me up on your shore
Still rotting to the core
Promise if I take you in, let him start new again
A shadow of my failing lies keep true if it’s what you see
But “never was” and “has beens” are mislabeled commodities
Eyes with devious movements disarm your arrogance
But let me save it for the end when photos are the foe
With nothing left to salvage, let me be the one that can save
Say those words I want to hear, you will go together to your grave
Hearts lead a guiltless crime
Die together this time
Eyes of your haunting face
See your trust is misplaced
You can only be betrayed
By those in truth you mislaid
Take in this cleansing of sins
Now you’re truly condemned
Your innocence rebuilt
Truths buried with my guilt
Take in one final breath
I will smile for you in death
A whisper in my ear
He knew I’d come here
But if you’ll take me away
I’ll cloak denial in your name
He whispered in my ear
There’s no way from here
No chance to take me away
Denial cloaked in your name
Let lies where he falls
A face you can’t recall
No semblance of a shore
Still rotting to the core
Now that I took you in,
We can start new again
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4. |
Sales of a Deathman
04:47
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I held on to you as long as I could
Though this deal played out how he knew it would
So blinded by my love I was running
Familiar hands choke hope that’s coming
Look into the grave built inside his head
The facade so real, the sickness takes form again
Lay down your own mind
One love that won’t die
Last prayer, the last lie
This curse, always mine
Ice cold rejection clouds the
Deceit with its pure perfections
You won’t soon forget her
As she cries out from her corner
Waters rise and take you and me
A crooked scale tipped so we can’t see
Released by time that’s meant to bend
A pointing finger spells you again
Change the puzzle so the pieces will fall
Into the ending you built for us all
A gift and power to usurp it
A paradise and its false serpent
Look into the grave built inside his head
Now the waters add one more to its dead
Ice cold rejection clouds the
Deceit with its pure perfections
You won’t soon forget her
As she dies inside your corner
Dragged down, I let out my last breath
An embrace with the smile of death
No heaven written on your face
No fires written on my tomb
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5. |
Sanctitude
05:28
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Awaken to this world of sorrow and pain
As water leaves my lungs I can start to speak
It’s so unclear
This place with no fear
The final toll
And what’s left of your soul
Blank faces now begin to take form
Their ignorance keeps them clear of the storm
They dance along to this perilous game
Where your every whim is what you can claim
While you’re bound to your chains
Angels become the flame
Can you see all that has changed?
So let things be
And trust the delusion of what you see
Before you
My wish was never to be apart
Her smile is decorated like my heart
But there is something, the corruption in the way
In the way you smile and say my name
Don’t let things be
Can you trust delusions of what you see?
Words on your lips
Insanity’s bliss
Another life becomes bound to this
You seem so confused by where you lie
Your name’s in the sky where light comes to die
We're born from loss and drive endlessly
I will fight on to the wall in between
Across this great stretch of our time
The gift of all, inheritance of nothing
Now you will see
You cannot erase this from me
Who said this is heaven?
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6. |
Jude
02:26
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7. |
Vanitas
07:05
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Awaken to this world full of sorrow and pain
All those bound by deceit can start to finally speak
The look says "you will be just like us one day"
Paying for all the debts I never thought would be made
A ghost of thought in the sentiments of fate
A thousand hearts, a thousand paths to loss
The struggle for your remembrance
A prosperous road that leads nowhere but to death
We are just a different face
Holding the exact same fucking page
Oh lord forgive our sins and this holocaust within
Pull heaven to the ground with this deceit all around
More bones we laid to rest, with the dreams that you possessed
Disassembled again, and remake the skeleton
Crashing words on my ears show they learned what I fear
We're both one and the same, this vow I broke in plain
Old lessons now lost their grace
Set ablaze by stagnant faith
Your guidance in my ear
You will soon disappear
Withered all away (By your hate)
Known by your expiration date
The last selection (The culling)
Left you forgotten and rotting
Look upon the stars every night
They all fall beneath those bright eyes
More phantoms sustained every day
By those with nothing more to take
The portraits of perdition, will show
The truth of what you have always known
The shrine will reveal all of the truths
Your porcelain god lost in his youth
Continue to be a victim of time
Until the moment when nothing will begin
Remember this world full of sorrow and pain
All those bound by deceit, could never really speak
Old lessons now lost their grace
Set ablaze by stagnant faith
Once again
Oh lord forgive our sins
And this holocaust within ourselves
Lost in the loss of someone’s life
Was it you or another’s strife?
Every diamond found in the rough
Always becomes ground into dust
Bleach out all that made you unique
Cursing your gifts and leaves all bleak
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8. |
Li(f)e
07:00
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Call upon some sort of name to save
No faith with the deity of lies
Take me back to the day where
Truth was more than a shadow and a veil
Endless wisdom with guilty intention
Trapped them all in an endless regression
Pages rule this livestock complacency
Inscribing hope with false prosperity
Discard reason (All reason)
And stir the silence of the lifeless
In an endless race for last
She gambles on a misled past
And every chance for salvation
Was always damnation
Live for yourself and burn in time
Redemption’s in the words only meant to bind
Silent sermons and an ironic paradise
Falling ideals to justify will and vice
Deals with the devil bring no solace in death
Eyes fixed on the innocent with every breath
No master is guilty of their marionettes
As the saints inscribe how your life is set
Envisioning the dreams of every child
Even in heaven, there is no friendly smile
Live on the edge of confession
And the narrow road for redemption
It’s easy to bow at shrines of lies
When it’s all you have left of life
Heaven never spoke through a mouthpiece
Now feel the pain of a false laid tragedy
A force that was an alter to ourselves
Left the famished chained to their own
The two voices in your head
Were always the suppressed verdict
Bound by the comfort of hopelessness
The faceless remain forever the faithless
Alone
It’s hard to stumble when you’re on your knees
Though no trial prepares for this fixed end
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9. |
Shots Go Off
05:41
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Looking in the eyes of fate
You will see why you are too late
This wall divides a promise made
But no matter what
It’s you I can’t save
If you take one last look and see
Just remember the blame, it falls on me
The truths we still can’t let go
Now turn to painful memories
Far away, the fires draw closer
Though light shines in and takes my fear
A shot goes off inside of me
And it echoes from what
You used to be
Tear down what’s built inside
And still hoping that you’ll find
I’m still sewn to you
All those years that I was true
But still my heart, it dies right next to you
Hoping you crack with pressure
When the mirror points at me
As we draw closer to final words
I feel convictions start to blur
When all the truths we fought through
Now turn to our hysteria
Though I feel a warmth shine in
I see the shadows claw for you
Nothing left for you to define
Just you and your empty lines
Broken hearts and poisoned minds
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10. |
Five Words
06:29
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Words from the wise
Said, “when fires die, it’s just begun”
So cross your heart
Though you hope to make it out this time
Her neck, his chain
Eyes that shake you to your very core
Smiles are erased
For your soul, it’s become far too late
Run, he has found you
Both out of your cage
The words you can’t say
Vanish with dismay
Come weigh your choice against all the darkness now
Weakness in hope has brought us to our last frail words
Voices give way to the panic
Watching from the sidelines like a ghost
The hollow look that’s on her face
Was the price that only she can pay
Walls of bones stand tall
Cracks start to show
The wall built from deceit so long ago
Caving in from reckless hands not my own
Darkness overflows the roads before me
Reveals the one place to hide he can't see
Come weigh your choice against all the darkness now
Both falling back into the new divide, now cracked
White emptiness
All hollowness
This labyrinth
Deliverance
Welcome to the world of naught
Forsake all reason and thought
Time will hold us all
In its debt so long
Bleed for a new day
And see how much they will take away
Another drowns amongst the rain
Clouds hang still over both our graves
Different faces, indifferent skies
The conclusion, a wake of decaying cries
Time won’t let go
The five words unknown
Lost in our birth
Right words, the wrong worth
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11. |
The Automata
06:28
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Come and walk with me my children
And I'll share with you the burden of
The truth of the soul
And how it’s mortal
Can you hear the voice of your god?
Twisted so you cannot know what's flawed
The more time unfolds
The more souls he owns
When they turn and call out your name
Is there much left to take away?
Nothing remains exceptional
Among all the stock of people
Collections of our ghosts
Are his grand masterpiece
Not even suicide
Can save you from this lie
We are the new automata
Awaken us from this dark coma
We run from our chains
Now closer to their aim
It’s all frame by frame
Oil for the machine
Sands of time pass through his hands
You’re a grain amongst them
The fear in your heart is what tears you apart
Now choose what you will rape first
And claim to quench a thirst
The fears not erased
And you lost to your fate
Uphold the supremacy
Crimson soaked ascendancy
Your time was always mine
The broken sovereignty
All of the hypocrisy
Know what it means to be saved
Is this future worth living
At the cost of our existence
We are the new automata
Can we awake from this coma?
We are the new automata
Awaken us from this dark coma
Your mind is still automata
You will forever sleep in this trauma
Submit to your (Submit to your)
Your salvation (Salvation)
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12. |
Revisitation
13:04
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The man, like a brother, lost on me
Was more human than any could see
Another heart sold away for a stone
An outreached hand still searching for home
Losing shared control
Cast down far below
A truth so opaque
Just like his mistakes
Now pay attention
To his imperfection
The vanity casted
A shadow on his heart
Some are destined to be forgotten
Leave all of me behind and fade away
Losing shared control
Cast down far below
A fatal illusion
My final ruin
The jack of all broken lives and trade
Was the hate that caught and dropped your blade
The floor falls out below everything
Blackness takes me in its dark coiling
Time won’t wait with nothing left to lend
It will come and change out all the ends
Always the blight of your own serpent
You sought an answer with any purpose
Release me
From this despair
The fallen
Never come here
Memory
Forgot my name
A soul now
I cannot claim
The truth of twilight perpetuates
No hammer casts your eternal fate
The grand fall, the greater ascension
A guiltless man, his karmic prison
Lost in this place with no walls to contain
All my reprisal seems to be in vain
The sky, it mirrors something back to me
Turning only to what I want to see
Another disciple incantates the prayer of the dead
Communion won’t atone or rewrite the pages of what’s been done
What’s done
They cannot speak here
Acts fell on deaf ears
No light will shine down, no flame will consume
Drawn from the shrine where verity can bloom
The sovereign of nothing, the worthless crown
Look to the skies, the answer’s never found
This condition of existence
Neither death nor creation
How can I be this
(Nothing)
I cannot be this
(Nothing)
How can I exist
(Escape)
Please make me exist
(Escape)
The jack of all broken lives and trade
Was the hate that caught and dropped your blade
The grand fall, the greater ascension
A guiltless man, his karmic prison
With a final way to escape
And someone to take his place
A new deal written inside his head
And something tells me I’m what’s kept
Leave her here and alter how all things stand
Her soul will remain mine to command
One last time a life is put on the line
A cozen of another kind
A deal with an end that is fixed again
As shadows start to stare through him
I'll show you I want to undo this end
And go back to where it began
So I can change all this and start everything new again
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